I wish I could take a bath...I wish I could call my hubby to come home (he can't be reahced on his cell b/c we don't get good reception where we moved). The boy will be here in 30 mins or less. He has midterms coming up...so I'm goona try to focus on helping on him and not think about myself. But it's SO HARD! I have blood work drawn every time I go to the doc now.......and he STILL doesn't know what's wrong with me. It's SCARY! I just wish they knew what was wrong, ya know?! At least if you know you have something you can learn to live with it.....not knowing is UNBEARABLE!
Sorry to complain...I'm just so scared! I just hope that whatever this is....I will be able to help someone else who suffers from it someday.....at least then my pain and suffering will have merit....(am I making sense? I'm trying to be positive...).
Thank Lana...thank you so much for posting...and, no you weren't harsh...just being REAL! Thanks for that.....