Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | Re: might be negative but i have give up

I hope someday both of us can feel better and feel not feel so alone. my boyfriend comes to visit me once or twice a week because of our conflicting work schedules and my ibs really gets in the way..it was a bummer yesterday I wait all week for the day he comes over and I felt so awful yesterday and he only stayed about half an hour cuz he lives about an hour or hour and a half away from me and he said he has been stuck in this town so much and really wanted to get home too. WHen he left I felt lonely and depressed becaue of my ibs and other reasons that I don't want to share. I felt to sick to do anything,I couldn't even shop last night and had to really force myself to cook up the turkey meat I took out and cook rice and mixed it in. it was awful and I kept getting horrid gas attacks. my bf got me a wii game for valentine's day and we still haven't played it together I have not had the engergy for it and we never have time cuz we end up going to wal mart so I can get food and cook for my ibs and his mom has him shop or he needs an oil change too. he goes to movies alone cuz I feel too awful to enjoy it and he bought me an anime series for my birth day which was in october and we haven't had the time to watch more than 2 or 3 episodes which I felt too awful to enjoy I was on the floor with gas. I have a diary app on my ipod touch I type in and everday I have FML in there at least once. I wish I could go back to the days I didn't have ibs or at least it was alot milder. I would go ride my bike in the afternoon or go to the gym I would have fun and leave town on holidays. Every christmas I'm stuck in the toilet while my dad and sister spend christmas with everyone..thats ok its me and my mom here..

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