My friend does know I missed her wedding because of the colonoscopy. I told her though that I would be there last night and then just couldn't get myself out of the house. I used to have so much life and energy--I used to feel so free--now I feel so restricted! I guess I will have to explain all of this to my friend--but I still feel awful for not being there for her!
Wow! Sorry you had to go through that at the fam. event! I give you a LOT of credit! I just don't have the guts right now. I'm too anxious. I feel so bloated and yech--plus the gas is out of control! I go to work--but anything social is just too much of an ordeal at this point. I hope I can overcome this--I'm not used to being cooped up and depressed!
Thakns so much for listening! I'm glad you have the support of your mom--that's great! My husband and I talked last night--and we came to an understanding! I think he finally is beginning to understand what I'm going through--and that's a BIG help! Having someone you love support you is CRUCIAL, I feel, to getting better! We talked about ordering Michael Mahoney's IBS Hypnotherapy Audio Program--and I ordered them last night! They should arrive sometime next week. Until then I guess I just have to hang in there--and I know they won't work overnigh--but I have to keep hoping things will get better! I'll let you know how the tapes go for me.
Thakns again Mags!!!!!! Hope all is well with you!
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Re: I wanna be me again!
I guess I will have to explain all of this to my friend--but I still feel awful for not being there for her!
We talked about ordering Michael Mahoney's IBS Hypnotherapy Audio Program--and I ordered them last night! 
They should arrive sometime next week. Until then I guess I just have to hang in there--and I know they won't work overnigh--but I have to keep hoping things will get better! I'll let you know how the tapes go for me.
