I'm so sorry you have not been feeling well. I was just diag. 12/11/03. I know how you feel, except for the losing weight part. I've had a prob. with losing weight. since I have been on heather's diet about 2 weeks I have lost about 8lbs. It's exciting for me, but you need to be careful. It is easier said than done when you are neauseated all the time. I get that a lot. I've lived on Phenergan for over 8 yrs to take the edge off. I sure hope you feel better. If you ever need to talk here is my e-mail: jamesshireen@networld.com Shireen