Oh Shawna Sweetie! I truly feel for you, but don't feel alone we have all been where you are at right now - it seems everything is going to hell in a handbasket. But really like Shania says: There's no where to go, but UP from here LOL.
I truly understand what you are going through. I remember planning my wedding last year...my husband thought it was more fun to hang out with his buddies then help me plan the wedding.....I finally burst and screamed "If we dont hurry up and start with some of these plans we are gonna have to postpone the wedding" And you know what the huge dork had the nerve to say "Till when?" That was the final straw I screamed back (Now caution there is swearing ahead) I screamed back "I don't know, how about 2000 and F**K IT" Needless to say he jumped in and helped after that. LOL. Not one of my proudest wife to be moments, but I just wanted to tell you that we are entitled to an emotional breakdown because of the wedding crap LOL.
As for your job....I realize it's not the best to run away from a job just because of some crap, but the fact is if you aren't making much money and it's not making you completely happy then you can always switch careers. My dad always told me that I have to know what I wanna do atleast by the time I'm 30. I still have six more years and have switched jobs 3 times since I have started working. And they have all been for bigger and better. Hardly anyone stays at one of their first jobs, so don't feel bad about making career changes. We are at the age where we can take risks and write it off as "learning" LOL. If you truly enjoy your job and it's just certain people and things that are bothering you, talk to a supervisor and get things fixed up....chances are they don't want to lose you as an employee and will do their best to make some changes (as long as they aren't new budgets or anything LOL).
I understand about your fiance being gone, but husband is gone for most of the summer. He works construction and travels to where ever the work is, my advice for that is to surround yourself with girlfriends...They are the greatest to have around when you feel so alone because your girls will know you the best and know what to say to make you feel better.
Anyways - Shawna - In summary I just wanted to point out you are not alone! All of us on the board are here for you. I don't mean to seem like an advice hound - it's just that I can really relate to your problems because I have been through the same stuff.
Thinking of you,
Lana_Marie 
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Lana_Marie
Proud Mommy to Bentley Taylor
Born May 12, 2004 9lbs, 3oz
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