BLAH!
03/18/03 11:01 PM
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Shawna
Reged: 02/04/03
Posts: 29
Loc: Middle of nowhere in the desert, Ca
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I need to vent!
I went to the Dr. on Moday. She said that on top of IBS and GERD, that I have GAD (generalized anxiety disorder). And put me on yet another medication.
I feel like I am a defective, broken, piece of junk! I just want to burst into tears, curl up in the corner, and never do anything, ever again. Why am I such a mess? And when did this all happen? Except for occasional IBS distress I was fine until 6 months ago. Now I feel like I am cracking up! The anti-depression meds don't take full effect for 3 weeks, but the side effects are quite immediate! BLAH!
I have no friends, a thankless job where I get verbally abused on a daily basis for not near enough cash, my fiance works 12-14 hour night shifts (God Bless the Navy) so I never see him, and I am trying to plan a wedding!
Someone please stop this roller coaster! I want off!
Sorry for my whining. Maybe when the side effects from the new meds subside, I won't feel so bleak!
Shawna 
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