I felt the same way - I was scared that they would turn to me and say, I did not see anything... however, they also discovered I have two fibroid tumors (benign, endo implants , and a lot of active endo (which has not implanted). The surgery also helped getting medically evidence that I do have IBS -- apparently I have a legion which connects my stomach and bowel to my gut. So, I know it is scary but believe me it is a lot better knowing. Not to mention the surgery does help a lot with the pain. Take care and feel free to email me if you would like to chat or vent anytime.. my email is bdcanfield@yahoo.com just put in the subject about from the IBS board. I am sending you hugs. remember you are not alone.
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