Re: STAYING POSITIVE-TO ALICIA
11/01/07 10:52 AM
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Alicia,
You write: "You will allow IBS to keep you from being a productive father or even an unproductive employee at the workplace if you make that choice internally."
How oh how do you allow or disallow yourself to be productive or unproductive? I just got notice from my company. I have till the end of the month to brush up or brush out. I'm trying, really I'm trying. Heather's diet is wonderful and I am feeling a lot better, but I still cannot do things others do so easily, like sit in at meetings and be on time every time.. etc.. Maybe you are speaking of a time when I will no longer feel traumatized and scared to socialize under pressure, in a room with others in fear that I will have to jump up to run for the bathroom, or hear my tummy start grinding the way it loves to do. Maybe things will get so good that I will forget all the embarrassing, uncomfortable positions I've been in over the last 10 years. But for now, while I am dealing with the reality of the condition that I have and trying to calmly treat me with love and care, but big corporate brother can't wait for me....Tell me how can I control this? Is it my fault that I need time to heal, but they wont give it to me?
Is my being a productive employee in my hands when they won't give me the time I need to get it together?
I'd love to hear back from you.
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