I hear all of you! When I had the scopys and the blood work and sonogram, I don't think I've ever prayed so hard for the doctor to find something, anything. But no, I'm as healthy as anyone would want to be. It's like a double-edged sword, you're happy that nothing was found, but then again you're sad 'cause you know that something's wrong.
And again, it's my newly not so newly developed anxiety of getting sick or just totally go nuts somewhere where I can't escape and will get embarrassed. If I go to a movie, I have to sit in the aisle seat, if I'm in a meeting I have to sit near the door--all this just in case I have to get out. From what I don't know but I just have to know that I can get out. This is why I haven't been to a salon in a while 'cause I won't be able to just get up and go if they're still working on my hair!
Wendy<---put the mental in ornamental!
-------------------- Wendy IBS A thru Z Taking it one day at a time...
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Re: I feel So depressed and Helpless and have no one to talk to
