I had that test a few years back - am blanking on the name right now - but it's the one where they stick that tube up your back side and look with the camera and it hurts like you-know-what.......and of course they found nothing!! And I used to have Endometriosis before I had my 4 kids and then with my last baby (3 yrs ago) I had emergency c-section then right after that I started hemorrhaging so they did an emergency hysterectomy (partial) so it's definitely not that anymore . Anyways, I sorta feel like when I give in to the pain (stay home from work, cancel my plans, get depressed, etc) then it magnifies and consumes me. It's strange, I'll be completely fine for months (and sometimes even a year or two) and then it hits and it changes my whole life/thinking/attitude for awhile. I can't allow it to as I have a VERY active family (lake trips, desert dirt bike riding).......I have a friend who developed IBS a few years back and now does NOTHING with her family and it's really affected their life negatively and I'm so determined to not allow that to happen. I think if I can get myself regular again (bowel movements) then I can get this thing licked.......at least for a bit.
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. Anyways, I sorta feel like when I give in to the pain (stay home from work, cancel my plans, get depressed, etc) then it magnifies and consumes me. It's strange, I'll be completely fine for months (and sometimes even a year or two) and then it hits and it changes my whole life/thinking/attitude for awhile. I can't allow it to as I have a VERY active family (lake trips, desert dirt bike riding).......I have a friend who developed IBS a few years back and now does NOTHING with her family and it's really affected their life negatively and I'm so determined to not allow that to happen. I think if I can get myself regular again (bowel movements) then I can get this thing licked.......at least for a bit.
