Well another day with no BM, i wake up this morning and im not feeling up to par to go to school, so i let my mom know and i got yelled at for a good 30 minutes about how "i just want the school to say something to her" and a bunch of other crap. It didnt help me a bit, but i did drink some prune juice which got me "moving" a bit. I have a doctor appt and hopefully he can help more. I just wish my mom would not yell at me. Then when i called her and told her she needed to call the doctor, i got yelled at because she was already mad..... and i wasnt the one that wanted her to call, the doctor wanted her to call. Anyways, this morning when she was yelling at me, i really felt like (im pretty well with anger control, and this isnt like me) punching her right in the face. I know it sounds bad, but theres a point that a person hits when its just too much. I wish she would just understand. I have actually thought of dropping out (which is really stupid because im supposed to be graduating a year early) of high school just so i dont have to hear her yell at me anymore. What is there to do??? sorry if this is more of a vent
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Having another bad day......
