Aww, sweetie. I feel so bad for you! Don't think we were ignoring you - I've been busy with newborn daughter. I agree with what the others were saying. It's time to talk to a Doc. You may have a chemical imbalance that can simply be corrected by meds. These imbalances can cause several things: from depression, to anxiety disorders, to Obsessive Compulsive Disorder(which I have), to bipolar disorder (HUGE mood swings), etc. You shouldn't feel guilty for feeling this way. Since it's been going on for a long time, I think it's about time to see about it. It's not like it wasa one time thing and it is obviously bothering you a lot. Get this: I have OCD (obsessive compulsive) and depression AND I hid it for about 25 of my 30 years. I always felt like I was a bad person for feeling the way I did. Turns out it was just a stupid chemical imbalance and I feel much better now I'm on the correct meds. Your Doc can tell you what he thinks. That's my guess. E-mail me if you'd like. I'm here for you!
-------------------- Formerly HanSolo. IBS, OCD, Bipolar, PTSD times 3.
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