Sounds like you are having quite a time. I really truly believe you should go to counselling. I completely understand what you are going through - only my issues were with my mother.
I didn't want to be put on anti depressent so I went to counselling first. It helps so much, I am such a believer in it. They guide you towards your feelings of what is "really" bothering you and I have learnt to bring that into my later life and it is wonderful.
Also - don't be afraid to yell. To let yourself be heard, if you want the garbage taken out and it doesn't happen say you are pissed off. Don't be embarrassed or scared to show your feelings. It is going to cause you alot more damage to keep these feelings held in.
I was on the verge of losing touch with my family because I felt so alone and that no one understood my feelings. I don't want to see this cause you and your husband to drift apart.
Don't be afraid to say what you feel, you have a right to, they are your feelings and you can't help how you feel.
If you would like to talk personally, my email is in my profile.
Good luck sweetie
-------------------- Lana_Marie
Proud Mommy to Bentley Taylor
Born May 12, 2004 9lbs, 3oz
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