*hugs!* You're right--it's not your fault! I can't stand it when people tell me to be happy or to not worry. Sure there are people out there who maybe feel sorry for themselves or choose to be pessimistic, but someone like you and me (I have anxiety probs and am on meds), we CAN'T help it, and that's why we seek out help from a specialist and take meds. Linz and Kate really made it clear to me that there shouldn't be a stigma attached to depression and other disorders because it's usually due to a chemical imbalance. Sometimes I forget this and get down on myself for being a weak person because I'm taking meds--but then I remember, No, I'm a strong person because when I realize I have a problem I deal with it.
It doesn't help when your family isn't supportive, but sometimes your real family isn't the one you're born into. What I mean is that sometimes your friends become your family, like the people on these boards. I think you're very fortunate that you have such a supportive husband and wonderful dog! See you have your own wonderful little family!
Anyhow, sorry to ramble on when all you wanted were some hugs. But I worry about you and I understand how scary it is to take that first step and admit you need help. But you're doing the right thing, Ruchie!
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