I cannot find your e-mail atm...would you mind sending it again? I forgot you had bipolar...I;m sorry! I knew someone did...couldn't recall who! Kinda foggy right now. Actually...I thought a few people on the boards did...
I am waiting to hear back from the psychologist for a # of a psychiatrist. Should I tell her it's urgent? I am at such a loss. I feel very low and tired today. But not out of control. Does this mean I'm fine?
I think that is what is so confusing. If I am okay today why I can't be okay ok all the time. Ok...fine..I'm not Ok today. Just not suicidal or crazy out of control! *sigh*
It is frustrating that my parents were so selfish they couldn't see how I was hurting so much. that they still tell me to lose weight even though I was anorexic (which sent me straight back to starvation for a while btw!)
Ok, I'll stop here...wrong boards to post this on...
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