Hi Wind, thanks for your messages! Yes I feel I am going stir crazy sometimes. But I feel too depressed to do anything. When I was living in SC, I was hanging out with the guy I'm dating and my friends sometimes, which made me happy. But now that I'm staying with my parents, I don't really do much but sleep eat and poop! I'd love to hear more about the "reptilian memory or consciousness" being activated that you speak of, that sounds very interesting! Do you have a theory?