Reged: 08/09/04
Posts: 2996
Loc: South East Michigan
Wow did you hit the nail on the head about where I am in my head right now. I do feel like saying F**k it. I am so mad and sad. I just can't get a grip. I keep telling myself it will be ok but is so hard. This is has to be the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with. Then I feel silly for saying that because it's food not life or death. Thank you so much for your encouragement. I just feel like I am going slowly crazy. I know deep down it will get better but it is hard to remeber that sometimes.
I am keeping a diary of food,Bm.and meds with notes on the pain for the day to take to my GI next week. I did the what to eat when you can't eat anything for two weeks I am starting to add in some foods. I realy cheated this weekend Pizza and salad and a cheesebruger. I didn't notice a change in BM just more pain. I am getting back on track today. My DD husband had a five day weekend and I just wanted it to be like old times So I cheated. I am not proud of it as a matter of fact I am realy ashamed that I did it. Well anyway Thank you so much for understanding.
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Re: Date day with husband ruined by IBS
So I cheated. I am not proud of it as a matter of fact I am realy ashamed that I did it. Well anyway Thank you so much for understanding.
