... And then someone called me fat!
07/25/04 12:24 PM
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Stephie
Reged: 03/10/04
Posts: 2696
Loc: Vancouver, Canada
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So anyone who read my last post knows my life has been all kinds of stress and just plain ol' crap lately and I've been having a hard time keeping my head above water.
Well, today it went under.
Turns out my friend in England (my ONE friend other than my Canadian girl friend that came over here with me) has been telling my boyfriend how it looks like I've gained a bunch of weight, and am looking fat and stuff.
Yep, that's just what I wanted to hear when I was feeling fragile and run down and in desperate need of support from _somewhere_ - that I'm fat. Nice.
Truth is, about a month ago I gained about 5 lbs. But he didn't say anything then. It's since I've come back from holiday (when I truly wasn't eating much) that he's started saying stuff to my boyfriend. Who eventually told me just now as I overheard something about me and demanded to know what it was. He said he denied it, said I don't look bigger, he doesn't think I've gained any weight and has reassured me of the same... but I don't care! I feel like I had one string of strength left, and now it's gone.
My mom is now several more days late with updating me on things in Canada as well and I finally shelled out the long distance fees to call her a few minutes ago, and got the machine.
And the boyfriend and I had a big fight today, for no apparent reason except that he is irritable because he got a heat rash and I annoyed him by keeping too much food in packages in the room (pretzels and stuff like that). WELL, IF YOUR BLOODY FAMILY DIDN'T EAT ANY FOOD I LEFT DOWNSTAIRS I WOULDN'T KEEP IT HERE!!
Uh, sorry, that went on longer than I intended...
Off to go eat something (just kidding)
--Steph
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~~I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell-I know right now you can't tell~~Matchbox 20
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