Sorry to hear that you're going through a rough time right now. I really admire your courage in following your heart and doing what you felt was right for you...that takes a lot of guts. I'm sure you'll be happier in the long run.
And about your accident, I'm so glad it wasn't more serious and that you're ok I totally understand what you mean about freaking out...I'm completely intimidated by the police, I haven't had my licence very long but was pulled over a few months ago for having expired plates (oops) and was so shaken I ended up crying like a little girl while he issued the ticket
So I'm really glad the police were nice to you.
Hang in there sweetie, I hope that we'll be seeing more of you around the boards soon.