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ahhh the one that got away.. the regret... does everyone have one? Actually mine is NOT a regret, I gave my everything and tried to get in touch.. so I have no regrets, except for the fact that he was too dumb to see a good thing when he had it.

Life minus vinnie was seriously getting so much easier. I still dreamed about him alot, and I still thought about him, but instead I though.. oh well his loss.. oh yay now I get to have experiences with boys a la JenX etc. haha... it sucks, but it definitly is his loss...

Today is a hard day though.. its the three week anniversary of the last time he's acknowledged my existence AND I was supposed to go to his house for the fourth and spend it with him.. so its hard considering its something we always did together..

my parents tried to cheer me up though and we bbq'ed, and saw the fireworks and we went to home depot and I bought paint for my NEW "ALL MINE" APARTMENT!! its pathetic.. you can tell i'm getting older, paint makes me happy. I got a great ash violet for my room... a palm color for the bathroom and yellow for the rest of the house (I move in a a lil more than a month!!).. soooo me! and since its the fourth I got each gallon of behr paint for only 10bucks.. but still.. despite my cool paint its hard having to realize that someone who you thought you knew isn't really you thought they were.. it definitly hurts that he won't even acknowledge me... we could have at least been friends... but obviously he's not that smart.

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