Hey Nugget, I have read all your posts and understand to some extent what you're going through, but I know you can get through this. Remember that you've got some very supportive friends on here that will never judge you so you don't have to feel that you must ever hold anything back. Also, we all have very different personalities. Some of us are shy-er than others. SO WHAT, that is who we are and we should not have to change for anyone. I was very shy as a child (I am only 18 now mind you) but I've definitely got a little less "shy" with time. Mind you, sometimes I hate the word shy, because there's nothing wrong with being quieter than others. Like someone else said, you just have a kind, gentle, more introverted nature. SO WHAT!!!! That's you and you should be proud of it!!! *Don't forget we're here for you!*
OH yeah and also, we want to see some pics of you Nugget!! Oh no, I also don't even know your first name! What is it??