thank you for always being there.....I am working real hard on thinking more positively....I think most of it this time were the darn hormones and PMS....but I was hoping the Effexor would help that...but I haven't been on it that long. I go to the doc today for a follow-up on the Effexor and I will ask him. I feel real bad because hubby and I had a long talk last night and he said that he's not sure how to act around me yet because I'm so different...he said at first it was a good different, but I have had so many ups and downs lately he doen't know when and what he can say so as not to upset me. I hate knowing that I have put him through that. I told him that I have a lot of emotions that nobody has ever seen until he and I met because I was living by myself and I hate that he has had to see me at my worst. I also told him there are a lot of things I have worked through by myself that nobody knows or will ever know about.
It's scary at times and sad to think I have put him to the point of not knowing how to act around me. I want so bad to assure him that I am fine and not crazy or anything. You Know? I want him to have a normal happy wife.
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Bev.....my friend....
