Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | Out of sorts, need help...

Help, everybody. I'm SO out of sorts today. My "I DONT WANNA" inner kid is having a full out tantrum. I don't wanna do my exercises, go for a walk, take a shower, run my errand, finish my jewelry drawer or ANYTHING!!!!!!

I DONT WANNA AND YOU CANT MAKE ME!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate it when this happens. I'm fighting with myself and it feels like I'm wrestling an alligator. And the only person getting hurt is me.

I keep trying all the motivational stuff, but nuttin's working. I just played 7 games of freecell in a row (won six of seven!). But I'm WASTING MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

I am THE world champion procrastinator. The rest of you are mere amateurs compared to me. I have no excuse. I feel okay physically. I have enough energy. I'm just rebelling against everything.

Jeez, how do I get off of this merry go round? I've been doing this to myself for 50 years. I WANT TO STOP!!!!!!

Oh, and the fact that Sunday was the one year anniversary of my last day of work when I got too sick to keep going has NOTHING to do with this. (It has EVERYTHING to do with this. I'm very upset. I hate being sick.)

Okay, I'll do my exercises. But I DONT WANNA.

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Laura
Keep it simple!

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