Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | Graduation Anxiety, Help, I just need to vent a little !!!

Went to my neice' grad last night, 800 grads. Thank goodness she worked hard and sat in on the 4th row. Sitting around all of those people who think they have to bring those loud bullhorns (airhorns). I realize it is all in fun, but it causes me to be on edge and anxiety out the kazoo. Made it ok, I was afraid of cramping up on the drive home almost 2 hours. Made it ok, had good conversation with my h.

Tonight, going to nephew grad (different school). Hour to get there, having to sit next to my sis, exteme anxiety for her, it rubs off on me when she gets it, i get it. Its a 'just because' thing, we are so close. More loud people, more air horns, Texas humidty and heat. I am dreading it right now, all I have eaten today was a banana frostie for breakfast, and a bowl of rice for lunch.I am afraid to eat anything at my sisters (Bar-b-q) dinner before. I dont even want to go, I feel like I gained 30lbs at dinner last night alone. I had a chicken salad, whats up with that?

I am feeling sooooooo nervous, hope it gets better before we leave. Hope I am not running up and down the stands back and forth to the bathroom. If my family would understand better, I would sit on the bottom row by myself. Listen to me whine, I hate to be a whiner. Hope ya'll are feeling better than I. Have a good weekend!! gayla

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