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Oh honey, my heart is aching for you right now. I think you would have been such a loving and fun mom, really fun. I cant explain it to you, but I do know that everything falls under Gods plan, and HE does have one, I have experienced so many answers to such extreme circumstances, my dil is such a source of faith for me. My faith is very very strong,blind faith my friends call it.

This woman had children like so many women can get pregnant and spit them out. I look at them as vessels, dont have a good feeling about any of them who would abuse this beautiful opportunity and not seize it for what it is. I do beleive though, that she was possesed by the evil I spoke of this morning. Actually the only evil I know that could be so calculatingly cruel is Satan, it is his position that he do everything in his power to ruin and stain everything we have and hold dear to us in our lives. (hopeyou are still with me). No mother in her right mind is going to point a gun into her beautiful babies preciously sweet little faces, looking back at their 'momma' and having her release the trigger. I cant fathom their fear and pain, just cannot feel the depth of thier desperation and the visions of torment they see everyday. just cannot.

When Satan has staked his territory, like he did with this woman, he had totally taken over her brain and her body. (God is not there, Satan has to be totally rebuked and told to leave before God steps back in). Thats just the way it is. She was not herself, I promise you, please beleive me when she did this to her babes. Do realize thatI am not making excuses for her, period.

God did not leave you without child to hurt you or cause you such life long pain. There is a reason, we may not know it for a long while, but I do feel the answer will be revealed to you one day. I am promising to pray for you every day, I want your heart to feel some releif, and I want your heart to feel Gods undying love. Do know, he has shed many tears for you, he is a loving God, a caring God. He lives in my heart every moment of everyday. I am going to seek help from my Christian friends, to help find a deeper understanding for you. In a few days, I will come back and we will talk more. I wish I could take the bitterness and pain out of your heart for you!! Dont forget I am holding you up to God in prayer!! He is going to answer, he always ansers me!! always!! I could not have made it through today with out him, soon I will talk with you about my healing day. love to you honey, I hope you sleep well tonight. God Bless you!!

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