Reged: 04/26/04
Posts: 1490
Loc: New York, New York
Ugh me too -- lately I feel like such a fatty-fat. I'm finally finished with finals (so now I'm back on the message boards) but of course I was snacking a lot. I don't own a scale (got scary-addicted to it in high school) so I don't know if I've put on actual pounds, but I feel really gross. I do think some of it is bloating from adjusting to my daily dose of citrucel. It's just really hard for me because I was always teeny-tiny, didn't reach normal weight range until college ... and now I'm in law school, and somehow not being abnormally thin is in my mind a bad thing. I'm also usually a 2, but have lots of 0s and some 4s. I can mostly fit into the 4s, but they are kind of my back-up clothes for when I'm not happy with my body. Hopefully all the traveling and other fun in London this summer will help me shed a few pounds. I would love to be about 5 - 10 pounds lighter and FIT (not bony), but who knows if that will ever happen. Yesterday a friend I've known since I was 12 said this was the healthiest she'd ever seen me. I know that is supposed to be a compliment, but does anyone remember the children's story Little Johnny Stick ? When I hear "healthy," it makes me think of Dimply Dot. Ok enough of my ramblings ... good luck to all you other Losers.
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