Quote: WHAT A STORY! Boy, you're one heck of a figher, Girl! Yeah, when I'm in trouble, I want you there with me! Whew!
Any residuals from it, Shell? Mental or physical?
Thanks for your kind words Bevrs..... it was sure one freaky story.... but the best thing is that in the end I WON!!
YES, there are lots of residuals.... don't get me wrong....I'm able to get on with my life...but there are those times when I start thinking about it and just start crying uncontrollably... but then...I snap out of it and realize what I did and how far I have come. I still turn my head when I see a knife on TV or in a movie. And if someone does not know what happened to me...i.e. at a birthday party or something where the cake needs to be cut..... I watch that knife move from the hand of each person that it passes until I feel that I'm safe and it is put away. STRANGE? Or just caution? I don't know??
I have a BIG scar on my chest (left breast).... some in my ears, my temples, forehead, small of my back, fingers.
The ones on my chest prevented me from getting a low cut wedding dress and it itches....due to my skin type those were never "stitched" and then they turned into keloid scars (causing a ripples and white texture), the one on my back itches and burns (nerves I think) from time to time....mostly when I'm workin out...I don't know why it does it. I posted above about my forehead in detail....