Thank you, Dee!
You are very right. I need to find something else to "fill the void" and stop running from what I fear.
Most of the time I don't even want to buy things and definitely, don't need them and definitely, don't have the money!
I can't afford a guidance counselor right now, though. I wonder if my college (graduated in 07) would still let me see a counselor there?
It's very depressing. This is becoming a cycle. I get bored, buy something, feel guilty about it, eat, then get depressed. And it repeats. Then I binge, binge, binge (especially on the weekends)
I'm such a bad person and so uncontrollable. I don't know what to do about all of this. I know I need help. I just don't know how to go about getting it.
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I'm married and it's so wonderful!
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