pg was negative. Go figure. And I got my period today, three days early again, and I woke up with a migraine. I feel like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster. One minute I'm angry, the next minute I'm crying my eyes out. And I'm exhausted. I'm sick of this. It's not fair!! I take better care of my body than ANYONE I know, yet I still get all the health problems. Nothing health-wise has ever gone right for me, so I guess I shouldn't be surprised that the pregnancy thing isn't working either. I'm just very depressed today, but I knew you guys would understand. Thank you for wishing me luck, though, I do appreciate your support.
Two more cycles; then I'm making an appt with the reproductive endocrinologist. And as for the friend's baby shower in two months, unless things change for me between now and then, I'm making up an excuse to not go. I just can't handle that right now. And I just might hit the next person who tells me to "relax". Hopefully not.
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Lisa, IBS-C (Vegan)
Stable since July 2007!
Mommy to Rhiannon Marie (Dec. 13, 2008)