Shell, I'm so sorry this nightmare happened to you! To read what you had to go through and how you fought to stay alive - wow. I don't even know what to say. I really admire your courage! I'm definitely thinking of you and wishing you the strength to get through this weekend. I know you're a strong, amazing person, but I can imagine that you can't forget what happened to you, especially this time of the year. I'm sending you lots of hugs and love!