ok so.. about 2 wks ago my twins fiance said my older sister told him shes been jealous of my twin sister and i for 25 years and she was mommys baby til we came along.. yet shes almost 50 years old now!! a huge age difference between us... she also told her fiancee that if she wasnt married to her husband, she'd be with him.. so of course my sisters fiancee told us..(it was in a yahoo conversation) he even showed us the conversation,, so when we confronted her she denied everything.. sooo.. my sister (machelle) emailed her and valerie (my oldest sis) had a nasty reply so of course i stepped in.. valerie brought me into it anyway before.. (trying to make a long story short here lol)..so anyways. here are the emails from lastnight valerie is the older sis.. machelle is my twin..and im rachelle (so you all dont get confused when reading the emails)
From: Machelle
Date: Aug 6, 2006 5:11 PM
Dear Valerie,
I just wanted you to know I was doing alot of thinking and wanted to tell you I love you and I always will. You're my sister and nothing is going to change that. I'm trying my hardest to be a Christian. So even if you think you didn't do anything to me...I wanted to say I forgive you. I don't want to be held accountable by not forgiving people. You're family no matter how things are between us. So I'm not going to hold a grudge
Machelle
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From: Valerie.
Date: Aug 6, 2006 7:42 PM
Machelle,
I also have been doing a whole lot of thinking and I really think that you dont need to forgive me because I wasnt the one who started all of this in the first place! If you wish to believe that I did something to hurt you well you are wrong! And if this is the whole case then I am sorry but I dont want your forgiveness! I did nothing to anyone, and I dont ask for anyone to forgive me at all. My feelings have been kicked enough, and I just hope that someday in your future you will realize this to be true.
I hope you have a great future but dont count me in it ok? I want to be no part of someones life if I am to be branded the one who was wrong! Good Luck!
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From: Machelle
Date: Aug 6, 2006 7:47 PM
ok...if thats what you want...
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From: Valerie
Date: Aug 6, 2006 7:58 PM
I think its the best thing for everyone if I stay away and let you all live your lives. So then yes thats what I want. Take Care and Good Bye
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ok so heres where i say something cause i got sooo mad..
From: Rachelle
Date: Aug 6, 2006 8:05 PM
i dunno what is wrong with you but u had no right telling machelle that..she was the bigger person for stepping up to talk to you and thats all u can say to her?? i dont think so.. now i know she'll always be the bigger person..val think about it.. life is short and youre treating her like crap.. so you know what, you dont want to be a part of her future?? then dont expect to be a part of mine.. thats was sooo low of u to say that..just my feelings
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From: Valerie.
Date: Aug 7, 2006 12:39 AM
UUUMMMMMMMMMMMM you know what if thats how it will be then thats fine by me cause I dont need anyone anymore and if I hurt her just think about what she has done here? And if shes the bigger person then by all means let her be. And if you and mom feel the same as her then thats your opinion rachelle i havent done anything to hurt anyone so you all just think about that !!!!!!! and I had every right stating how i feel to your sister so if thats a problem with you too then let it be this way! i dont have any problems with anyone or i didnt till now. I am not the one who needs to grow up here I think she needs to look at the other end of this whole thing and where it all started and so do you! and if this all makes me low then think about whos taking sides over who here rachelle! Im not the low one and if you want to hate too then by all means go right ahead. you have made your feelings known now just please all of you leave me alone
and if you want other ppl in you alls life to hurt you all then i can say now at least it wont be me doing it! my life is here and no where else yes Im being a bitch and if none of you can handle that then good bye! oh and by the way too.....my life is short but i dont want anyone felling sorry or pittiful torward me at all so go on with your own lives and just forget i exhist im tired of trying to defend myself for something i did not do!!!!!! and dont worry i wont be a part of yours either if you feel that disgusted and hateful torward me so im the low one so what i dont care anymore!
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From: Rachelle
Date: Aug 6, 2006 9:51 PM
dont bring mom into this, shes never had anything against you from the beginning and neither did we..if you dont want to talk to machelle or i anymore, fine but shes your mother and i hope you should have more respect than that.. and you cant put all the blame on machelle.. you were in the wrong, you couldnt just let it go and say something like 'oh i dont feel i did anything, but i love u too' or something like that..but no you had to go and say that..so fine, machelle and i will leave you alone.. and if u want mom to leave you alone fine.. i just hope youll act like her daughter before its too late..shes not into this whole thing..so dont act like that.. but u know what youre making the calls. why dont you be the one to tell mom u dont wanna talk to her anymore?? you love her so much, im sure that would go over really well valerie..
and machelle being "my" sister?? fine..thats right..she is my sister and im proud.. if you dont want to call her or me your sister anymore then fine. we are not gonna stress out over your petty little crap
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From: Valerie
Aug 7, 2006 1:27 AM
Subject: RE: RE: RE: ummm you know what
Body: you know what im dead to you just remember that from now on you of all ppl have no right to speak to me this way either! and as far as mom goes, im not the one who said anything about her you just did so if you both want me to leave her alone so that you can be the one calling all the shiots now then that is fine too, yes whether you care or not i do love mom but appearently im not very well liked and you need to stop speaking for everyone else this wasnt your fight till you had to go and open your mouth as much as anyone else diod. Oh dont worry as i said im dead to you just remember that and now whos calling the shots rachelle?
so just stop writing me , and sending me this stupid stuff im not the one who is being childish oh but im not being too grown up either by answering you now am i? SQUISH IT
(so i never replied, i dont know what to say, none of us do, not even my mom and she wasnt even in this)
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