Nelly Thanks for your kind words darling. If i signed on the dole it would probably take longer than it would for me to find another job. I will go job hunting on Monday and my dad said he will see if there is anything at his work for me. At least I concentrate on my work experience week now and I won`t have to balance that with a part time job which worked out at 10 days straight. Chely Thanks for the kind words and prayers - i need them! Jennifer yes i agree with you! Maybe it is for the best and my stomach will calm down again. Thankyou for being so positive, I guess everything happens for a reason so something good should come out of it. After all if Borders can do this they are obviously not a very good company to work for. ArmyWife Thanks for your kind words. It`s nice to know so many people care on these boards. They are great. Carroll Thanks for your advice. I do have tummy tablets for spasms and to stop me from going already. I`ve been taking them for two years and I have been trying my hardest to follow heathers diet for a good 9 months now. yes my gastro doc ruled out coeliacs and everything else. I go back and see him in 2months and he will discus my results with me and discharge me with ibs and nothing else he can do It`s just annoying because I have gone back to how I was 2 years ago even though I am following all the ibs "rules" - although I am handling it a bit better than I did at the beginning. Oh well I hope my hypnosis helps.
On a good note I feel better today than yesterday which must be a good sign. Fingers crossed I get through the wedding tomorrow!