Augh, I'm having a sad day today. I am not sure how to get out of it.
It's so hard to deal with things-I've been with friends or family at all times this week so as to not have to be alone (well, always have my little princess with me)... and Trevor has been working so there's not a lot of time to talk and I really don't think he's ready to talk.
His mom agrees that he's mixed up really bad right now, and that some counselling would help him so much. Aside from ripping my heart out, I still feel so badly for him. We haven't said the D word yet, and I'm sure he's not taking care of legal things, as he told us he was here till at least September, or longer if needed.
It's hard to hope though, when he's not wearing his ring, and not able to talk. He is however, sleeping in the bed with me, and just fine to sit with me and watch TV together. He comes home after work,too. He sure doesn't have to.
I don't want to push him but I want him to see that I care about his needs as well. Help!! I had a habit of pushing guys away in the past and do NOT want to go down that road.
I'm sorry I'm putting this on all of you, but the more input i have, the better I will be. thanks in advance.
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