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Im really sorry if anyone was upset by what I posted about what my flatmate said when she was drunk about the pregnancy etc...when I read it back before I felt so ashamed that she'd said that I felt embarrassed cos its the most aweful thing you could say....especially when I know how desperately some people are trying to get pregnant and it just makes it seem all the more unfair when people liek my friend talk about their situation like its nothing, when so many others would give anything to be pregnant like her right now. It really really upset me...shes one of my best friends and to hear her say like that and behave like that was horrible for me to watch and I just couldnt take it. I couldn't help but break down. Shes apologised to me cos she knew I was upset...I said there was no need to and Im just worried about her state of mind etc...we're gona go to see the uni counsellor with her tomorrow. I have an appointment anyways about defering so we're all going to go. I think we all maybe need to talk to someone about the whole situtation and how its affecting us all too. We all need to come to terms with the abortion next week...she has no one here and so all 4 of us are going with her...she has asked us to come if we are able...and I couldnt not be there for her...Id have gone anyways. Its going to be a tough week so please keep us in your thoughts. Im waiting for my tutors to contact me tomorrow too about my uni situation so hopefully I can sort that all out properly too. Its one of my flatmates 21st 2moro too which is so horrible for her cos we cant even celebrate it properly. We're going to go the cinema and for a meal i think tomorrow cos no one is up for any heavy partying right now, not with all the stress....we'll make it up to her in the summer....poor things got to go see the counsellor on her 21st....talk about a birthday she'll never forget.

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Natalie

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