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Re: you'd have a LOT of letters to write ...
      04/18/06 08:58 AM
michele

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Thanks AmandaPanda. You're right, the amount of letters and cards and general support I received when I lost the twins was overwhelming. I still have every card and still read through them on bad days.

I've thought about a career switch but I'm just not really qualified to do much else. Yes, I know a LOT about fertility but I have no formal training, nothing certified. I'm not sure I could actually do something like that because I'm still trying to deal with my own loses and trying to accept the fact that it is a very real possibility that I might never have a child.

I feel so out of it most of the time, like I can't concentrate. I can pretty much do my job in my sleep and its a very slow office so I have a lot of down time. I'm not sure if thats good or bad as I also spend a lot of time alone but I'm not sure if I could handle the pressure of a more stressful job.

I know there are many people out there much worse than I am. I just don't understand what I'm supposed to be doing. For the last couple of years, I've just felt like I'm getting through the day, not really living life. I think I post so much because giving other people advice makes me feel better about myself. Yet, I'm not sure I'm strong enough to make major changes right now. I keep thinking tomorrow will be better. I don't like feeling like this, I WANT to be happy and content but I just don't feel like I have to energy or streagnth to do so.

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* Question about being manic depressive
michele
04/18/06 08:07 AM
* Re: Question about being manic depressive
Dr. Spice Yamin
04/18/06 04:52 PM
* Re: Question about being manic depressive
Dr. Spice Yamin
04/18/06 04:58 PM
* Re: Question about being manic depressive
lalala
04/18/06 02:32 PM
* Re: Question about being manic depressive
Vicam
04/18/06 11:57 AM
* Re: Question about being manic depressive
michele
04/18/06 12:15 PM
* Michele....
epa_ginger
04/18/06 09:30 AM
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michele
04/18/06 09:34 AM
* Re: Question about being manic depressive
Yoda (formerly Hans)
04/18/06 08:33 AM
* Re: Question about being manic depressive
Sara-Sage
04/18/06 08:11 AM
* Re: Question about being manic depressive
michele
04/18/06 08:19 AM
* Sweet Michele
Augie
04/18/06 09:09 AM
* Re: Sweet Michele
michele
04/18/06 09:38 AM
* you'd have a LOT of letters to write ...
AmandaPanda, J.D.
04/18/06 08:33 AM
* Re: you'd have a LOT of letters to write ...
Augie
04/18/06 10:10 AM
* Michele
poochibelly
04/18/06 09:24 AM
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michele
04/18/06 09:43 AM
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poochibelly
04/18/06 11:58 AM
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michele
04/18/06 12:20 PM
* Hugs for Michele..
cailin
04/18/06 01:47 PM
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michele
04/18/06 02:21 PM
* "Too much" - constant pain and other stress wears you down....
ecmmbm
04/18/06 01:45 PM
* Re: "Too much" - constant pain and other stress wears you down....
michele
04/18/06 02:24 PM
* Re: you'd have a LOT of letters to write ...
michele
04/18/06 08:58 AM
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04/18/06 08:30 AM

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