Thanks You are so sweet...thanks for your congratulations. I'm not doing as well as I would like...there are times when I feel like I'm hardly hanging on, but other times aren't too bad. The engagement is a real blessing because it gives me something to take my mind off other things...I started an online journal (like a blog) and I put wedding ideas and plans and stuff there. But yeah, still having a rough time but I'm trying to take the same attitude as you...better times must be around the corner!