I definitely think you are heading in the right direction by starting to open up to others about your fears/concerns. Even if it is to your anonymous friends here, it's a huge step and I think you're very brave to do it. I applaud you!!
With that being said, I know that you can tell your doctor. It's harder to discuss sensitive issues face to face with someone, especially about our bodies because it is such a tender subject. But just remember, that doctors hear and see this stuff all the time. I am sure your doctor will handle this with the utmost professionalism and understanding and probably talk about different options that you can pursue.
One of my best friends had inverted nipples..where her nipples were turned inwards. They never hardened, if you will. This set her off about all the same insecurities you are talking about. She finally (at the age of 27) went to a plastic surgeon and had them fixed. She is so happy she did it and feels no regret. So, if you decide to go the plastic surgery route, that's great! I know a few girls with fake ones and they love them. You gotta do what will help you feel better and help you learn to love yourself.
It's not silly that you are so upset about this. I think as women, we are so conscious of all our imperfections and we blow them out of proportion in our heads..our boob size, our stomachs, our thighs, everything becomes imperfect when subjected to our hyper-critical self-scrutiny. But, just remember, you are a beautiful girl and you are worthy of anyone's love. Any guy who can see you for who you are and appreciate that will NOT care if your boobies are two different sizes. I promise
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