Hey Michelle, if this weekend thing is going to be so hard for you, and believe me, I totally understand. I have had many weekends that I spend totally ill, and by the time I returned home, I felt better. It is the stress and strain that is coming from what I call immature people. You are right, they really do not understand what you have been through. IT is not that hard to listen to someone though and lend support and love in a time of need. Personally, I think this may be a huge sign to you, if someone really tried to understand your circumstances, they would not be bothering you with the details, and expecting you to go to an outside party in the dead of winter. I think you would be better off to hang it up, and stay home and watch a movie. You've had a hard time, if it were me, I know I would not be strong enough to handle all of this hub bub that is going on. Listen to me, I am so bossy, telling you what you should do with your fair weather friends!! Sorry honey. Just thinking of your mental and physical health! Take care!!!