Re: Amanda
01/26/06 10:50 AM
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Thanks Tommy. I'm definitely not putting my life on hold. I'm dating a lot (well not in the last month but I was out of town for the holidays), and I'm open to meeting someone. I'm just still kind of holding on to the hope that he and I work it out. We didn't break up over any huge event -- he was just still living in the UK, and I needed him to make a committment if I was going to keep doing the long-distance thing, and he couldn't decide what he wanted. I couldn't hang in there anymore so I ended it. I have to admit I kind of thought that would send him chasing after me, and it really hasn't. Now I'm still in the same boat, wondering what he wants, etc. I really wish I didn't still want to be with him, but so far, I still do. It doesn't help that he's my older brother's best friend, and that most of the people I see socially are our mutual friends. He gets to go be in England doing whatever, and I have to put on a happy face around our friends (but not so happy that their tongues will wag about how heartless I am, etc). In short, it stinks. I've reached out to him and told him how I still feel and that I still want to work it out, and he's said that he's not ready to talk about any of that yet. I told him that if he doesn't want to be with me anymore he should say that so I could move on, but he wasn't able to say that. So, here I am, still stuck in the middle. It's pretty annoying.
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Amanda
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