Reged: 08/06/04
Posts: 4381
Loc: Within stray mortar fire of DC
Thank you sweetie. It's so dark and cold where I am now and I just know that if I were off in the desert somewhere getting some serious light I'd be less of a mess!
To ocmpound things, I'm turning to bad tricks to elevate my moods including trying to caffinate myself and gorge on chocs, etc to get some energy up. I do just enough to get loopy then crash from all the carbs and sugar for a couple more hours before bedtime. Boooo!
On top of it all, my asthma has been pretty much uncontrollable yesterday and today, with me throwing up a perfectly good sandwich out the window of BF's moving car as soon as he lit up his cigarrette, and then another round this morning with some canned dog food smell that hit me as I was walking into the kitchen (There went the morning tea). So It's getting hard to keep things down, and my throat is big time sore as a result.
I'm going to try eating something soft for today. Easier to swallow, easier to un-swallow.