Yeah...something IS wrong. And it is pretty serious.
I don't really understand it yet, PFD. Or vulvodynia for that matter. I will keep you posted!!
Maybe you all can help me...I am SO intimidated by knitting! All my life I've had ADD and LD's and been told what I can/cannot do. And the truth is...I've never been able to follow instructions from a book or things from pictures. I've always been more of a hands-on learner. So i am having a tough time even TRYING knitting. I try and I leave it for a few hours. I try again...leave it. It's like I get sooo psyched out! I WANT to learn but I'm sfared or something, make sese?
Anyway...
No fam around. Other end of the country No close friends here I can go to for hugs or anything...
But I have a super therapist and all of you, friends in other states who I talk to and hubby. I need to find a way to talk more to others and less to hubby!
Ahh...the idea of having someone come over and shmooze and do the dishes is a DREAM for now...
I think I will do some writing and perhaps write about why I'm so scared of knitting even...and perhaps write about what I'm experiencing...not really escapism huh?
Keep thinking
Thanks for the concern and caring...much appreciated!
Ruchie
P.>s how are you doing? No attacks today I hope!!!