It hurts me to read how torturous this is for you, dear Michele. You had a horrendous experience yesterday, one nobody should have to experience.
I pray for you everyday...I pray for peace, for strength, for comfort, for healing.
You are such a special person...we all love you so much and just want to hold and rock you in our arms. We are here for you...but if we could only touch you physically and hold you.
I, too, believe that your babies are up in Heaven, and when you go to Heaven, they will be waiting for you. They know you love them...they are watching you now and can feel how much you loved them...how hard you fought to create and keep them.
Please keep in touch...don't isolate and try and deal with this all alone. Feeling alone is horrible. Reach out and keep talking...keep expressing your feelings and anger and hurt and sadness.
Can you make an urgent call to your psychiatrist/therapist? Maybe it would help to talk with them. Or call your doctor or nurse and just tell them how awful you are feeling. Maybe they can provide some help.
God, I don't know what to say to make you feel better. I guess because there is nothing to say that can make you feel better.
Just that we all love you and are grieving with you. God Bless you, Michele. And God bless those precious babies.
Please try and take care of yourself. Hopefully, Will will be home soon and you won't be alone in the house.
Big hugs and love and I'm just so, so, sorry. Your post just puts a pit in my stomach...to read what an agonizing ordeal our dear friend went through. It makes me cry to think of all you went and are going through. Hold on, babe...just try and hold on.
All my love and support
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~ Beth
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