I cannot tell you how sorry I am. It's so unfair. I would confide in your friend. Let yourselves support each other - that's what friends are for. Don't hide it from her - would you have wanted her to hide her fiance's death for your sake? You need all the support you can get right now. DO NOT blame yourself. There are things in this world we can't explain. It's not your fault. Also, I hope your DR can recommend some type of support group for you - or a counselor or some sort. I love you. We are all here for you. If there is ANYTHING that I can do, let me know. Hugs and love and strength, Alicia.
-------------------- Formerly HanSolo. IBS, OCD, Bipolar, PTSD times 3.