I must go. She was going to be Auntie Jessica after all. Do I tell her what has happened and cause her more grief or do I just try to act like everything is ok?? Its selfish but I want to call and tell her so she can comfort me but I know she is suffering her own pain right now and its not fair. How can I be there for her when I'm hurting so. I just can't believe the world is so cruel. I hope Rachel is right and I will get to meet my babies one day. I don't know what I would do without all of you here.
-------------------- Taking it one day at a time.....