Reged: 02/02/03
Posts: 909
Loc: Brisbane, Australia
Thank you so much for being concerned - it's very sweet and I'm so grateful for all my "IBS friends" looking out for me and supporting me all the time.
I have a million things to be grateful for and so much to be positive about. Especially our 18 frozen embryos.
So I don't know why this has happened but it appears I'm battling some depression. I haven't been posting much because I've just been too tired and don't really want to bring everyone down.
I don't know what has really brought it on. That sounds silly when everyone knows what's been happening with me lately. I guess I just mean it hasn't been anything specific but a combination of things.
I've started a new treatment cycle in prep for transferring 2 of our frozen embryos at the end of the month. Maybe it's the drugs, or the fear it will fail or the fear of another miscarriage. Or maybe it's just the overwhelming stress of dealing with IVF, PCOS and IBS on a daily basis.
I know I'll get through this and I have a lot of support and am seeing a psychologist also. I don't need a break. I know that won't help me, I'd still be terrified of what could happen no matter when I started again.
Anyway, I'm really fine just going through a down stage I think. I'm sorry I haven't posted much but I have been popping in now and then to catch up with everyone's news.
Kerrie
-------------------- What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
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