I've read both books.
Have you ever felt like you just psychologically locked yourself in a closet or slammed/jammed the doors shut, blocked all ideas,etc. out? It's that "hands over the ears," syndrome. Not only hear no evil, but hear no good...see no good sense of reality. I think I've made myself metaphorically deaf, and blind and mute for awhile...
everyday, lately feels like I'm in a silent movie.
I'm just closed or shut right now. For some strange reason, I need to be numb. It's protective.
I've trapped myself.
And, I'm just not motivated. Indeed, there's no need to be motivated, no drive, no desire.
I'm devoid of desire.
I sound pretty depressing. I'm not...I'm just numb or stale. If I were a piece of bread I'd either be moldy or ready for crumbs.
Kate.
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