Ever since I had the m/c in July I have been going through a cycle of eating way too much. I am officially addicted to Soy Delicious Chocolate Obsession and have consumed more than needed. When I was first sick with IBS I went down to 126 lbs on my 5'9 frame. Well I am now 140lbs!!! This has all come from the past two months. I have found so many more things now that I can eat and I am eating them. I don't want to go back to my regular weight which was 155lbs. But I can't seem to stop the eating. I have also been dealing with extreme back pain the last two weeks. I get my first massage therapy done tomorrow so I am hoping that helps. I also haven't had a normal BM movement since I started back to work excpet on the weekends. I feel so bloated, fat, and ugly! Sorry I just have been really down with all of this. I know you have all been there before. I think I am still grieving over the m/c. I keep thinking oh I would have been 15 weeks along. It doesn't help that a co-worker and two of my good friends are having babies when mine would have been due. I know that there are some who can't have even one and I should consider myself lucky to but it doesn't take the hurt away...
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I feel yucky..........
This has all come from the past two months. I have found so many more things now that I can eat and I am eating them. I don't want to go back to my regular weight which was 155lbs. But I can't seem to stop the eating. I have also been dealing with extreme back pain the last two weeks. I get my first massage therapy done tomorrow so I am hoping that helps. I also haven't had a normal BM movement since I started back to work excpet on the weekends. I feel so bloated, fat, and ugly! Sorry I just have been really down with all of this. I know you have all been there before. I think I am still grieving over the m/c. I keep thinking oh I would have been 15 weeks along. It doesn't help that a co-worker and two of my good friends are having babies when mine would have been due. I know that there are some who can't have even one and I should consider myself lucky to but it doesn't take the hurt away... 
