I can't tell!!!! Hmmmm... but I tell you guys everything! If someone coaxes it out of me maybe... but I promised secrecy! well, I probably won't be online again all weekend... (you can tell I am writing this as I am thinking, won't bother to edit)...
ok ok here goes:
I am running away! In january! With my new bf I haven't told you guys about yet. Plenty of time to change my mind if things don't seem like they are working out... but honestly, I have NEVER met someone that is just so RIGHT. I can't even see to the point that things wouldn't be working. If I made a list of everything I would find in my dream guy he matches up almost perfectly. He is definately not perfect, but perfect for me. His name is Mike. I don't have any dig pics yet or I would post one. I know that things go through thier honeymoon phases, but I never felt like this right off of the bat with someone. And we are both so cramped in Jersey and have always wanted to take off and run away, but haven't had the opportunity... then we meet each other and it is a match made in heaven! There is nothing that important holding us back here, and we both feel the need to explore and see what else is out there. I know it is completely crazy to think someone would do this, but I need to do crazy things like this now when I can get away with it. If it sucks, I just come home! That simple. I am soooo excited! This is the way I believe people should live life, following your dreams and just getting yourself out there, even if you get hurt or things go wrong you need to take these chances or life will pass you by! We are completely filling each other up with life, it is so great. *end mushy stuff*
So, we are trying to pick a place that we could survive and that is far enough away. It doesn't need to be permanent. Somewhere completely different. The Canada idea came up, and we checked in to it and apparently it is not that hard to get citizenship. I think I might want to start off in the US though, but going to Canada might interest us. For some reason, neither of us are sure why, but Memphis Tennessee interests us and we are looking in to it. We were also considering Vegas, and ummm.... I can't remember now but we have talked about sooo many other states and cities.
But this is ultra secret, and we know that if we tell people they will just try to talk us out of it or stomp on our dream. I *am* being reckless, but I am being a safe, cautious reckless. If that makes any sense haha. So, only positive reinforcement replies please . I know all the things that could go wrong, I am not stupid. Just alittle crazy
yikes, I feel so bad for telling the secret, but I would explode if I didn't tell *someone* !!!
love always,
Sheri
oh, and once i get my home computer back up and running I hope to be around more! Especially now that job #2 ends next week, I am gonna miss my kids!
-------------------- -Sheri
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