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It's amazing how much Immodium can save your butt! You seem so torn. I don't know, Steph--one of these days are you going to stick up for yourself and be firm and work on the "guilt-trip" issue?
Oh Lordy, I hope so! I feel like it is one of those things that one part of me knows, and the other part resists. I do feel really torn a lot. Adrian just seems dumbfounded 'cause I let myself get so upset, and he thinks it would so simple to just stop.
I really wish I was seeing my counsellor right now, but I just can't afford it. I literally have $1 (well, $1.62) in my bank account right now so it's just not an option. She was very firm with me that I need to learn a lot of things that will make me so much happier, and we were just starting to try and work through them when I said I couldn't go anymore. Oh well, I will go again once I have some money. I just wish it weren't SO expensive!
Thanks again for your posts, I feel much stronger for reading that I have some support.
**hugs**
--Steph
I'm glad everything went okay, though.
Kate, IBS-D.

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