Stephie--
I'm hissing and growling at your mother. (Sorry, but when I'm pissed off, I'm beyond language and resort to displays and gestures and it does get quite anthropomorphic!!! I feel like putting on some boots and kicking something--fulfilling my inner kickboxer/Jean-Claude VanDam them to **** diva/Goddess wanna-be heroine idol.) Okay, they're not being fair. They're being selfish and cruel and you know what--it's not good for your health and well being.
I would just stick to my "guns." You're HURTING and you've got D and pain and you could really end up up the creek without a paddle! So...rent some videos...be YOUR OWN PERSON and do what you feel you need to do. You just sound so manipulated. (Okay, I know I'm being opinionated and I'm trying not to sound bossy or like a bitch, but I'd tell you're mother to have a wonderful time without you. What a tug of war you must be going through! Why are you cowering, surrendering to the MOTHER!!! I'm scratching my brain for a solution or at least a seemingly nice way out, but I don't think there is beyond NO,no-no-no-no-no-no-no...not this weekend, not necessarily not ever, but just not this weekend...and no need for excuses or appologies, but you've got other priorites/responsibilities, i.e. taking care of you. HUGS because you must just ache to bits and pieces that they don't need to take a bite out of you with this. So, see a funny movie instead.
Sorry; I'm a wee bit opinionated but I mean well. Mostly, I want you in the groove, with some spunk back because you sound so zapped...like you need someone to warm up your towels in the dryer and fluff your pillows and just spoil you, not pull at your heart-strings and emotionally blackmail you.
Kate.
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